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Multidimensional Awareness or In Which I Admit my True Nature

Originally posted in 2014

One of the spiritual concepts that resonates as truth for me is that we are multidimensional beings. Many of you have heard that, too, haven’t you? It’s an exciting abstract idea. It makes me feel good to think that I exist through more than this dimension, that there’s more to me and to my life than this existence, that there’s a larger part of me doing, learning, feeling, creating, experiencing something more. I’m a multidimensional being, and I’m told–warned, even–to mind my vibration because it has repercussions throughout all 9 or 12 or however many dimensions there are. I can grasp that idea intellectually. It makes sense to me. 

Although I am a multidimensional being, my consciousness is focused here in the third dimension, in this moment, in this lifetime. That focus limits my perceptions so that anything outside of 3D Carol’s experience is perceived only peripherally, wispy and intangible, shining with truth but remaining within the realm of belief, outside the certainty of direct knowledge. These are the conclusions I’ve drawn. They also very likely reflect some of the current metaphysical teachings, although I cannot credit any particular teacher. However, I’m ready to change my mind. I’ve come to understand that I can have contact with other-dimensional expressions of myself. 

The strongest reason for this change in my concept of multidimensionality has been my evolving relationship with Sister. My conscious awareness of her began several years ago during a past-life meditation. When I regressed to a lifetime a century earlier, memories surfaced that included meeting and working with a Pleiadean female who called herself Sister. Since then, I have been a speaking channel for her. At first, I needed to channel my previous incarnation, the Siberian woman I was when I met Sister in person, who acted as a sort of translator for Sister and the Pleiadean entities she represents. Later, as our energies meshed and began to flow harmoniously, Sister started to speak directly through me. Also during that “getting to know each other” period, Sister revealed that she is not a separate, advanced alien who uses my body, brain, memories, and vocabulary to communicate. She is, in fact, the fifth-dimensional expression of me.

Consider this: We often think of spiritual evolution as moving up dimensions, leaving the lower to reach the higher ones. Models often depict an ascending path or stairs leading upward. But I’ve started to think of dimensions more like concentric spheres, so that each one encloses and contains the ones lower than it. In my model, spiritual growth (or “ascension”) is an expansive process; the progress is outward in all directions. We never leave a lower dimension; we simply become aware of a higher one by expanding our consciousness into it. If we are multidimensional, we already exist in all the dimensions, so spiritual evolution becomes a shift of consciousness into a higher/outer dimension and higher version of ourselves.

So here’s my stumbling block. I exist in all dimensions, but does the focus of my consciousness determine which dimension I perceive myself to be existing in? Everything I’ve learned so far says yes. But then how can the 5D me (Sister) take form as a conscious being, while I am focused as 3D Carol (or 3D Varuskaya, my previous incarnation)? As I pondered that question, the answer was given to me. And–oh, crap!–I fear that it will seem pretentious. Actually, it confirms messages I’ve gotten over and over again. My 5D self can manifest and connect with my 3D self because I’ve already grown/evolved/ascended into the fifth dimension, maybe even beyond. I chose to create my 3D Earth human reality to help others through the process of energetic expansion and spiritual evolution. I am a bhodisattva. I’ve known it for a while. I guess it’s time to claim it. 

Of course I’m not alone. There are more of us. Often we feel different. Awkward. With perspectives on the world that our culture and community can’t understand. We feel best when we’ve helped others see their own beauty, know their own power. We understand non-attachment. We value simplicity and ease. If you have felt like I do, perhaps you should consider that you have already outgrown this dimension but have chosen to come back and to play by the 3D rules as an act of unconditional love. Once you’ve realized your nature, your true purpose can more easily guide your life here on this planet.

These musings did not go the way I expected. I expected to bring up the lower dimensions and how to connect with our first- and second-dimensional selves. Another time perhaps. But I wonder if other people have met other-dimensional versions of themselves. I wonder if that’s what otherworldly encounters really are–whether those encounters are with fairies, aliens, angels, etc. So many dimensions to explore–forward, march!